Selamat Malam, Hujan

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside 

You will never measure up, to those people you

Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak 

Have you ever told someone something 

That's far from the truth 

Let them know that you're okay 

Just to make them stop 

All the wondering, and questions they may have 

I'm okay, I really am now 

Just needed some time, to figure things out 

Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you 

Still we don't know what's yet to come 

Have you ever seen your face, 

In a mirror there's a smile 

But inside you're just a mess, 

You feel far from good 

Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand

 

Have you ever had this wish, of being 

Somewhere else 

To let go of your disguise, all your worries too 

And from that moment, then you see things clear 

I'm okay, I really am now 

Just needed some time, to figure things out 

Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you 

Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for the day

When your pain will disappear

When you know that it's not true

What they say about you

You could not care less about the things

Surrounding you

Ignoring all the voices from the walls

I'm okay, I really am now 

Just needed some time, to figure things out 

Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you 

Still we don't know what's yet to come

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"Semua rasa yang tengah kita rasakan, adalah urusan diri kita sendiri.

Urusan kita pada orang lain adalah menyediakan wajah yang baik, memastikan mereka tidak terbebani dengan banyak hal yang sebenarnya bisa kita handle sendiri..."

:)

ya'qub menjawab: "Sesungguhnya hanyalah kepada Allah aku mengadukan kesusahan dan kesedihanku, dan aku mengetahui dari Allah apa yang kamu tiada mengetahuinya." (QS Yuusuf : 86)

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Selamat malam, hujan..

Ada yang ingin berterimakasih padamu. Ya, karena kedatanganmu malam ini yang begitu rapat, ada dia yang tak perlu repot menyembunyikan tangisnya yang kurasa cukup hebat..

Oh, ya.. dia juga menitip pesan, jangan lupa sampaikan pada-Nya ya tentang doa yang ia eja dengan pelan-pelan saat tadi kau datang.

:)