I Won't Give Up On Us

When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

There's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No: I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use

The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I've got

 and what I'm not

and who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up, still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)

God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)

We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)

God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

(I won't give up_ Jazon Mraz)

Sudah hampir berapa purnama ya kita tak berjumpa?

Ah,ya..

aku ingat, terakhir kita jumpa saat terjadi skandal itu, kan?

ketika skandal jepit swallowku tiba-tiba raib di depan masjid (eta mah sandal -_-")

saat itu kau tak banyak bicara

hanya matamu isyaratkan ada beragam kekusutan dan sepotong lara di sana

dan setelah itu

kau tak pernah lagi datang pada senja yang biasa kita nikmati bersama di balkon lantai dua

sms-smsku  pun tak pernah berbalas

telepon-teleponku tak pernah terjawab

ada apa rupanya?

sesak juga rasanya

ada semacam rindu, cemas, dan khawatir menjadi satu

tapi asal kau tahu saja

aku tak akan menyerah begitu saja pada hubungan kita

hanya sekedar sapa yang tak berbalas bagiku tak mengapa

belum seberat dilempari kotoran unta

belum sepedih harus pergi dari tanah kelahiran sendiri

belum sesakit didustakan orang-orang yang dahulu begitu mempercayakan

namun baiklah, 

kala kata zahir tak mampu menguraikan kusutnya

Biarlah cakap batin sebagai penuntasnya.

Melingkarinya dengan pucuk-pucuk do’a

Allah, kutitipkan saudariku..

Daaann..

saat akhirnya tiba pesan singkat darimu,

"teh, maafin aku, mentoring lagi yuuuk, kangen >.<"

(kalo kata seorang teman) rasanya seperti jalan jalan ke Italia, naik ke puncak tertinggi menara Eiffel dan loncat buggy jumping dari sana :'D

alhamdulillah :')